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Harsh Mirrors Cast Long Shadows

by Bussy

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1.
There is tension Something in reflections Subtle shimmer Violence in mirrors Something in me sets like a son It doesn't match Something on the tip of my tongue About to hatch I can become myself I'm not anything so who can I be I'm a negative, less than a copy I'm not anyone, no-one at all I'm the shadow on your cave wall
2.
2009 03:52
I can barely believe the words we used to speak in 2009 A memory of another time that only happened in your mind a memory is weightless a memory is painless, but it was hell at the time every year is absurd and I can barely believe that I'm still here a memory is hard to grasp I blinked and everything collapsed there's nothing much to show for all this time my memory is leaving town everything is closing down I can barely believe these words every year is absurd
3.
Feel Again 04:24
losing touch is terrifying dissociative, signifying I can't help but self-vilifying now I need re-unifying get me back into my body I tripped and fell now I'm nobody it hits you when you least expect it psychic defence has been rejected I wonder how my worldview's been affected a jarring hit you won't forget it oh breathe deeply I hope this will pass find your sanctuary, some safety at last I know the terror, I've been there too fuck them, you've got this time
4.
simpler times in the photo, looking so-so smiling from the high chair simpler times a thousand different futures no idea how to get there all the years go tick, tick, tick a lap around the suburbs a lap around your life a childhood on sunny side simpler times in the mirror looking clearer choking on a school tie an anger so pure, it leaks from the pores beauty and horror blinks by all the years go tick, tick, tick a lap around the suburbs a lap around your life a really well-planned suicide all the years go tick, tick, tick you work so hard, but you're a star that's fading all the years go tick, tick, tick they're counting down on a sleepy town you're leaving a lap around your life simpler times in the photo, looking so-so smiling from the high chair
5.
hold out your tongue for acid rain pass it on down the daisy chain you cough and cry your eyes dry sugar and spice and love and trust leaves you face down in fairy dust and I don't even know why oh, little miss sunshine darkness does tend to coalesce around a girl in a floral dress the sun burns down from the sky come with me down into the shade pass me your sparkly razor blade and I don't even know why oh, little miss sunshine
6.
Boy 03:58
who knew we were both that sad years of looking at you all the while, you were looking too and now we have each other yeah you know you're my boy I think about you in the shower I feel about you in my bed yeah, you know I'm yours too hold me in your arms never want to let go of you my days feel warm and held by you we're cushioned against the world together yeah you know you're my boy I think about you in the shower I feel about you in my bed yeah, you know I'm yours too
7.
Amsterdam 04:38
amsterdam save me from the way I am take me from myself, I'm bad for my own health so take me, take me amsterdam I'm not my own biggest fan I feel weak, I feel uncertain, I need a peek behind the psychedelic curtain amsterdam amsterdam save me from the way I am take me from my place, this 20's waste so take me, take amsterdam I've got my own back-up plan the world is a vampire sent to drain us, I need to go somewhere and get real brainless amsterdam I feel weak, I feel uncertain, I need a peek behind the psychedelic curtain the world is a vampire sent to drain us, I need to go somewhere and get real brainless I feel ashamed, I feel dirty I'm staring down the barrel of 30 life's too much to handle let me see the Dutch angle
8.
I'm Not Real 02:32
a black hole at the end of the week I'm tired, too tired to speak I'm not real a bag of bones in an empty home blood stuck inside a stone I'm not real become yourself, become your ghost become the thing you fear the most
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released September 5, 2022

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